:(

Was looking through facebook pages of people from my old schools.
In a non-creepy way
just to see what they're doing with their lives.


I wish I was one of those people, people would think about, like, Oh I remember her, she was nice. Awh She's pretty now

nope.

I'm cursed.
I'm an akward, issued, weird, uglyo, bumhole of a girl.

Just once, I wish I was pretty & popular. BUT, it's never been & it never will.




End of.

Everyones so happy :)

I'm not going to do my usual preach, cuz nobody would listen anyway?
Hmm
Do I join you lovely miserable people, or shall I write a ridiculously happy post :D
Ah
I could do both! AND I SHALL.#

Happy:
I love owls. I have an army of them, we're the people who stay up too late on facebook cuz we have no life.
O.W.L. O.Want.Life? I don't know. Wasn't quick enough
I SHALL THINKOF SOMETHING.
Stop saying shall.
Ahah where is Sarah? Aw I miss him. Simply, how can nobody not love Sarah. Beautiful woman.
I, had a pizza last night. Yum. I'm such a secret fatty (or not depending on your opinion on whats fat or not.. I could be obese to you guys)
Countdown is dull. I've said it before and I'll say it again, Pimp Countdown!
Force Pimps and Hoe's and Librairians to get the right amount of points or they have to do a forfeit.
Pimp: I'll have a vowel, another, another, ook, a constitinatent(?), another, another (etc etc)
Hoe: ok, 30 seconds on the clock!
*countdown music*
Pimp1: I've got.. 6.
Pimp2: I've got 5...

Host: Oooh 5 go first.
Pimp2: Horse
Host: 6?
Pimp1: soarhs.
Host: Oooh thatsnot a word. Please proceed to the thunder round!
*pimp1 walks to a small stage thingy*
Theen t stay in the game, he has to like, jump through a firehoop whislt eating squid and reciting the alphabet.
get in.



N64!
Metal Gear Solid.
I love xBoxs. I'm a girl :D
I'm shit an xbox.
I still loveit. ahhh
POKEMON> I'm on the frikken eleite four, but HOW my pokemon are way below the level they should be on. Daymm

NOT SO HAPPY:

Lot's of things don't make sense, and doubt is a terrible thing.

I am doubting my intellect,

Doubting my body clock (Nocturnal you see)

Doubting my relationship (Which face it, You all still can't quite understand why I'm in it? C'mon admit it.)

Doubting my postioning in the world. Broom I hate it, I would have liked to have gone to Ellens BBQ, BUt noooo parents are out so there isn't any way to get home.

Doubt! I am so in doubt

And I feel really bad for no real reason.

Wow, I hate being depressed.

OWL POWER!

Awh, Sarah would cheer me up :P paha

omg, right, i know, nobody actually does like me

i'm just more of an aqquaintence than a friend :P

Sorry for being a moody weirdo

Chyaah.

LOL that's funnny

He goes to steal the truffle, and he just goes: CHYAH! and takes it :')

awh man.

Pizzuuu, zuu.
I still wish I was one of those girls, who are just ridiculous, but has out of school friends, where she goes and be's herself.

It's hard.

I just want to act like a complete andutter fool :D

I'd like to run through fountains, sing songs in public, and have picnicks in parks, and steal my mates bike in town, and laugh lots.

Wheres the laughter?

#

And message to a dick:

Who.gives.a.fuck.

Also, I'm not a slut you ridiculous asswipe.

Being Honest

Gets you nowhere.
Trust.

Ignorance is bliss.

Today, if you say one honest opinion you get just a big barrage of hate.
I'm sick of it.


Being a compulsive liar as it is, honesty just ..

Fuck it.

I'll tell people what they want to hear, not what I think.

If I'm being HONEST. I hate the world.

Not in an emo like way. I don't want to kill myself or anyone.
But our system is shit, our morals are down the shithole, teenagers, I sort of want to kill.

Is everyone that ignorant to the world that they can't see whats going on? :(


For the love of god. I'm not preaching. I'm not.. uh. Doing other stuff, I'm simply saying.
Nobody is exactly gunna understand


I just think it's sick.
Why.... is nobody normal?

Take BMS For instance, there's gotta be SOMETHING 'wrong' with everyone, nobody is just normal.
Normal. Average. They don't have issues or an extreme dose of hypochonrida.


What can I do though?
I'm not exactly gifted enough with words or confident enough to spread the love when I'm older.
I'm not going to change the world.
And I'm in noway saying I'm better than any of you


But can't you just open your eyes and learn to enjoy life.
No you aren't special.
No you don't have serious issues.
if you do, get the fuck overit yah?



:)


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These are times when I wish I was a filthy scene kid who didn't care and just had fun shouting and getting waaaayystted.


Fuckyeh. n00bz.


Love for the nice ones :D xx

(Sorry if I seemed a bit weird, I've just had enough of getting mulled over. I still like everyone :D )
xxxxxxxxxxxx Apologies and love.

I wish

Jazz & Matt were here. :'(

This is terrible.
I hate me.
I'm an awful awful person.


Can only see this going really wrong.
It'll never be the same again if it does go 'ok'
Fuck.




No drink ever for me again -_-
Wkds only.
You ccan't get drunk on them like.
Fuck, I shouldn't even be joking



FUCKS SAKE>
IM GOING TO BE ALL MOANY AND ANGRY CUZ NOBODY READS MY BLOG ANYWAY OR PARTICULARLY CARES THAT SOMETHING REAL IMPORTANT TO ME IS ON A VERY THIN LINE.

GUNNA TALK IN CAPITALS CUZ I'M SO FUCKING COOL.
FUCK OFF YOU LOSERS.
NO. DON'T
LOVEYOU.



I hate guilt.
I mean, what do I say to make things better?
I won't give up no matter how long it takes.



Fuck. Both of you, get the fuck back in England right now!
jeezzz.

I'm a big slag.

Yup.
A whore.

To be fair, I was well drunk. Mmmhm
Maybe the vodka with Willium wasn't a greaaat idea. We drunk too much. Pah.

I don't remember anything past 10 o'clock.

Not even kidding.



Sigh, I guess it was a good shindig to an extent....

Well done Chalkley.

I had a nice day today, out with the lads. I love Chalkey and Yingo :)
Not as good as friends with Alex as maybe Jazz is, but still he's a nice guy :)


hmm.
Underage was awesome.
Got so battered :D

hm. Rain again. The earth sounded like it broke today.

Sigh.

I have alot on my mind but I can't seem to put it down.

I'm feeling, a bit lonely, a bit put out again, uhm. Alot of things I guess.


Me and my heart we got isssues, I just don't know if I should hate you or miss you.

Stolen.

should be doing work yaah
---------------LAST PERSON WHO--------------
.x. Slept in your bed: Me?
.x. Saw you cry: Random guys at Underage
.x. Made you cry: Err... Angry boys at underage
.x. You shared a drink with: Alex Day :)
.x. You went to the movies: Matt, Yonks ago.
.x. You went to the mall with: Mallll. Myself.
.x. Yelled at you: Er, Nobody
.x. Sent you an email: Dunno, Kongregate.
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------.
.x. Have you ever liked someone who hadn't like you?: Uhm, not since... Year 7.
.x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? Probaby did at the time
.x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: No.
.x. Been to California: :( no.
.x. Been to Hawaii: No :(
.x. Been to Mexico: No :(
.x. Been to China: No - want to though :(
.x. Been to Canada: No :( really want to go.
.x. Danced naked: Lol no
.x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? Nah
.x. Do you have a crush on someone: Is it a crush now?
.x. What book are you reading now: Lord of teh Ringz
.x. Worst feeling in the world: That distant feeling..it's nasty.
.x. Future son's name: Dunno..
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Lol sorta :P Had it since I was a wee lass
.x. What's under your bed: Barack Obama
.x. Favorite sport to watch: Winter Olympics, Skiiing/snowboarding, FMX
.x. Siblings: 3 Half Sisters and 1 Step Brother. He sucks though. I want a real brotherr my age.
.x. Location: Here.
.x. College plans: Don't know just yet.
.x. Had a boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend
------------------------EXTRA STUFF----------------------.
.x. Do you do drugs: Nope
.x. Do you drink: Only when the oppertunity arises. Friday. YEsss
.x. What are you most scared of: I don't know..
.x. Where do you want to get married: No idea.. Probably would fuck it up. I'd cheat prbly
.x. Who do you really hate: Nobody
.x. Been in Love: You always think so at the time..but not looking back.
.x. Do you drive: No
.x. Do you have a job: Not yet.
.x. Do you like being around people: Depends.
----------------------------STUFF---------------------
.x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yeh :(
.x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? I used to think so, but not sure.
.x. Want someone you don't have right now: Sorta. I have them I gues, they just aren't here.
.x. Are you lonely right now: Yaa
.x. Song thats sticks in your head a lot: Right now, I like what you say - Nada Surf
.x. Do you want to get married: Meh.
.x. Do you want kids: Depends on how my life and job pans out
----------------FAVORITE---------------------
.x. Room in house: dunno
.x. Music: Most things
.x. Band(s): Mainly male people.
.x. Perfume or cologne?: perfume
.x. Month: Dunno
.x. Stone: Ruby or Emerald or Sapphiiire or stuff
--------------IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU---------------
.x. Cried: Yuhp. Twicce
.x. Bought something: Yes
.x. Gotten sick: Not really
.x. Sang: Constantly
.x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Sigh. Funny story. (not)
.x. Met someone new: Nah
.x. Missed someone: Yeh :'(
.x. Hugged someone: Yeh
.x. Kissed someone: Ha, I'd be lucky.
----------- I N F O R M A T I O N ------------
Name: Dani Hutchinson
Status: Taken... But for how much longer?
Sex: Yes Please :D
Birthday: 3rd June
Sign: gemini
Hair color: Brunette
Eye color: brown
Height: Small.
----------- F A S H I O N S T U F F --------------
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: topshop RI orr forgot.
Favorite designer? A few.
What is your sexiest outfit? Pah.
What is your most comfortable outfit? Trackies + hoodie :D
What do you usually wear? shorts and stuff
-------------- S P E C I F I C S -------------------
What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essesneses
What are you listening to right now: tv.
Who is the last person that called you? SOme randomer
How many buddies are online right now?: 10
------------- F A V O R I T E S -----------------
Foods: A few..
Girls name: Not sure.
Boys names: Dunno.
Subjects in school: Dunno.
Animals: Otter.Wolf. Swallow
---------------- H A V E Y O U E V E R -------------
Given anyone a bath? No
Smoked? Nope.
Bungee jumped? No.
Made yourself throw up?: not purposefully
Ever been in love? I don'tknow..
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Yeh
Cried when someone died? DUnno
Done something you regret? Yes.
------------- Fave ---------------------
Music: Dunno
Smell: hmm as the previous post said, qf, man :P
Desktop picture: dunooo.. some stuff
DVD : Dunnoo
--------------- A R E Y O U ---------------------
Understanding: try my best to be.
Open-minded:not really
Arrogant: Sometimes
Insecure: Quite
Random: can be.
Hungry: yah
Smart: meh
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: not really
Shy: yup
Difficult: when i want to be.
Bored easily: yup
Obsessed: Obsessive is the word
Angry: not really
Sad: a little
Happy: meh
Hyper: Nope.
Trusting: Can be.
--------- W H O D O Y O U W A N N A --------
Kill?: Nobody
Slap?: Hmm
Get really wasted with?: Sarah and the Ladddz on friday (Y)
Sex it up with: My big decision.
------------------ R A N D O M ---------------------
In the morning Im: in bed
All you need is: hugs :)
Love is: a terrible vortex of complexity
I dream about: all sorts
Playing with: typing??
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: HAir, nose, eyess
--------- W H I C H I S B E T T E R ---------------
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Candy
Tall or short: tall =)
--------------- W H O ---------------
Makes you laugh the most: Dunno.
Makes you smile: Jazz, Jess, Matt, Chalkey, Dayy, Alex Young a long list of people really
-------------- D O Y O U E V E R -----------------
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: lol I have done.not anymore
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes.... just for a day
Wish you were younger: Sometimes.
Cried because someone said something to you? Yes.
----------------- N U M B E R --------------
Of times I have had my heart broken: None..
Of CD's I own: a few.
Of scars on my body: Dunno