I used to dream about saving the world

But now I only dream about the holidays.

Oh wintersleep, How I love thee.
Yessir.


Hmm I go away from Blogger for a few days, come back , and there are many blogs for me to read :)
It made me happy. kind of. Everyone else's blogs have more depth to mine. Mine being a selfish, complainy, block of poo.
:D
I'm happyish really.

Sometimes.

Whatever should I write about.
I like the snow :)
Off to see enter shikari (and matt, dan and alexx) :)
Tommorow, so, that should be good in theory I s'pose...

I was ready to write a nice blog, but then I rememberd, I've got alot to do really.
Should revise and do coursework, but I know I'm going to leave that 8 A3 page dt task till the last minute :( I don't have a clue what to do.
Wow I'm sad now. :




Wow.
Blogging mood totally ruined.

what a shitface.

that stupid facebook group about

a relationship being between two people, not the whole world.
is really true.

i just wish some people would realise that..


also,



you're all lucky.
you've all got best friends who you can tell anything to.
i dont.










affafle.

nobody cares.

ahahah whyyyy oh why
did you get involved?
silly poo.


also...

i like how i am.
:)
its different.

pooyourselfinwhiteunderwwear.

omglool

when someone comes up to you and asks you for food.

is it offensive? :
cuz some people get really annoyed.

like

''you only talked to me so you can have some food''

its like, well
i wouldn't ask if i didn't think we were friends, and,

well dont bloody eat it in front of anyone if you didn't wanna share.
alsooo

don't ask others for food then surely?

just.. a thought.
personally
it annoys me when people ask for food, IF they dont ever share it themselves.
ooh its not bad when one person asks, but when one asks, then everyone else does, its like
yeh i'm all for sharing, but do i get any of this food?


also,



man. i HAVE to say this. i mean, i'll make it as gooddaaamn cryptic as possible, but i neeeed to veeentilaate.
nobody cares.
nobody actualy reads my ones ;)
score!


ok,
well, one minute you two are like, olive juice and yes! but now its like, just no.
i don't understand.
don't say things you don't mean...
i mean, you obviously dont have a clue what any of it means do you? :\ so whyyy the hell say it.
you might have been really looking forward to olive juice and yes!
but like, if you don't mean any of it, and just are saying it for the concept, and you aren't certain,
then you should not want to be a part of it at all.
and we shall have to re-evaluate what you and them actually are heading.

different wavelengths and goals are never good.






sigh.
if only i wasn't such a coward :) x

fucksake.


i really need to talk to someone about this,
but honestly

i have nobody that i can.
:S


I mean, someone would maybe talk reason into me?
or maybe the other person.

:

FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK.

So I guess it's farewell to..

most of the christmas holidays.

once again, the one person i couldn't NOT see,
will be busybusybusy.

:(



Goodbye to......
1) Those 3 words, I'm assuming?!
2) That idea.
3) Year 11, as soon, it'll be just revision and exams.
4) 2009. :( double digits soon...
5) thee past.


like, its hard to forget isn't it?
just those silly things that crop up now and again.



maybe one day, i'll write an entirely happy blog.
maybe.



not today.

x

Mm,, read some previous posts
and



just wanna say
I don't hate you all at all.
I'll say I do, but thats just cuz I'm an angry fool.


:

Ignore me.
When I say that, its most likely cuz something little has annoyed me,
and then, once you're annoyed, its hard not to be annoyed at everything else.


I'm sure someone will know what I'm on about...

:)

Love.x

I COULD jump on the bandwagon and like,

write about my friends. but, they know who they are, and they don't need words written about them, plus, i'd feel bad that i missed someone off or something :)
plus, i'd feel weird, if like, i put them on my list, even though we dont talk much, and then they'd bitch or chat about me saying: ''omg why did dani put me on her list. we never talk! eugh.. weirdo''

m.
so i'll write about something else.


Parents.
As much as they annoy me, my guardians are the most laid back people I know.

I'm allowed to go to any party, any gig, anyones house (even boys) and allowed pretty much anyone over, and allowed out at any time.
So, of course what I'm about to say, will be sort of biased, from how I've been raised,

Ok, as I live with my grandparents, perhaps they're easier to get round? as I know my mum wouldn't let me do any of those things, but she'd let me buy and drink alcohol.
Which my nan knows I do, and wouldn't ever buy me alchohol, and dissaproves.
But other than that, i wouldnt be allowed to to go parties, or have boys round, or vice versa.

So, I was wandering, why parents are so shit?!
I mean, surely they were children once, and honestly I'm not being an angsty teenager, I wish they'd listen to you. This goes for teachers as well.
Honest to god they just think we're being purposefully moody, when we're not really.
Most of the time, when you try and have an adult conversation with them, they'll call you pretentiious or think you're being cheeky.

Adults.
I'd love to be a teacher, just so I could be awesome.
anyway
back t orant about parents.
yes.


the amount of times i have heard, oh yeh my mum wouldn't let me. blah blah blah.
well why?
I mean, why are parents so evil?
and why do peoples dads tend to be nicer than peoples mums?:
hm.

I mean, if a parent wont let you out, there isn't really any reason to it. I dont understand

Now, something happened this weekend, which I wont elaborate on, but all the same I got pretty annoyed.
I mean, fairenough, being a mother, it is your house,your rules, your children,
but you cant STOP people from doing anything.
Especially if they weren't doing it in the first place.


You also, cannot impose YOUR views on your child and their friends. It's not right. At 15, we have our own opinoins, and ways in which we're going to go about our lives.
Be a parent, be understanding, have you're little rules, but DO NOT impose views upon us like that.
Have an opinion, but that doesn't mean your children will have the same opinion as you.

I know, it is hard, One minute we need you to hold our hands just to get down the stairs. we want hugs and kisses, and we need help with homework, then, in the blink of an eye,
we're going out on weekends, never talking to you, never giving you hugs, kisses, last minute birthday presents, getting annoyed when you try and tell us off, get annoyed when you try to help us. Essentially, it seems like we only need you for food and shelter now.

That must be hard, seeming as if you're not wanted.
But, surely then, just go with it for now. Teenagers have this sterotype of being moody and stubborn, but its not.
its the bridge to adulthood, finding who we are and what we like.


The mother i'm on about,

i understand, but i don't much agree with your point of view.
Its my life. I'll decide this decision for myself, as at the end of the day, it really is none of your buisness.
what sort of mother does that in the first place.


euuurgh.

ok, i have to do french. yay.
but
thats pretty much my little rant over.


pigfrazzles. :)

Haven't written in a while.

So maybe I should make this one worth it?

Hm.

I feel low. As per usual.

I see through people, even if there isn't anything to see through by.
I'm quite frankly sick of all my friends.

I mean, no offence,
but a majority of you, are there. Everyday.
I have to see you (not all of you) every day, for a majority of that day, apart from on a weekend.
I understand, its a fault on my part.

Sigh. The one person I really wanna see outside of school (cuz they're a dick inside of it)
Won't even let me go to their house cuz it'll be ''awkward''

Is it not bad enough that I won't be able to spend new years with them, cuz they're on fucking holiday.

I don't go on holidays ffs.
I'm so fucking poor, yet you fucking tits go like so much.


I'm not going to a new years party.
I know what will happen.
I'll do it again.


Like I did on saturday. Twice. I can't help it.

Oh yeh. Chris' house.
Fuck you guys who say; omg those wasters are idiots.
Not really, if anything, they have a slight upper hand.

Why can't everyone stop pretending. (me included)

Tbh, it's sometimes really clear what certain people think.
Some others are harder to read.



I'm not ready for the future.
I want to stop now.


Cock.




I'm lost. Genuinly.
Can't take any of this boring routine, I'll write it down about 6 times a day, even though its the same everyday.

There isn't a point to life. Seems extreme, but that is how I feel right now.

Someone said something to me, which I don't think they meant. But I did. I think.
Which begs me to think, why'd they say it.
But I know perfectly why.
Even though it didn't.




I'm so upmyself.
I just want to curl up away from everything, everyone.


These things I need to say, which you probably wont get. it;s not for you. its for me.

- Did you actually mean that?
- I want to. But you don't.
- I wish you'd get over yourself and just let me come over.
- I wish you'd stop being a dick in school.
- Leave me alone!
- Headphones in. Don't talk to me.
- Shut up..
- I wish you'd stop being so mean to me, I'm not sure you realise how much it actually hurts.
- Wish you'd say what you really thought.
- Why don't you actually listen?
- Stop being such a fag. If you actually wanted to do your plan, fucking do it. Don't be such a fucking pussy.
- OMG ASK HIM OUT! Don't fucking sit there, blatently just .eugh.
- Do something about it.



Y'know, I wish I had the pure guts to say this and many things to certain people.
Maybe I will.



Sigh.









:'(
This school has ruined me.

is it wrong of me..

to resent human life right now? :)


you're all too loud, and don't think enough.



Chrises Party - Further increased my dislike and decreased my faith in humanity :L


BUT, I'm stuck with it.
So, till I can leave this school, and everyone else, i'm stuck with you all.
bleh.

It's a nice day today, I wish I lived abroad, or, in the actual middle of countryside.
If I wasn't such a swiner, I'd go for a bike ride on my own :)

Oh gawd, uni. Sharing dorms?
I think not!
I'd rather just pimp out an awesome shed tbh.

:)


Mmmm.

Hatelove x

I feel lost...

If this is the war of the worlds, then I don't wanna be apart.
Too busy, too busy, too busy to talk, you said I wouldn't know.
Too busy, too busy, too busy to understand it's time to go.

I've been a dick and left coursework till last minute.
I've been a dick and not been true to who I am.
Nobody knows me.
They know certain things, like what I do when nervous and worried , and trying to hide it.
They know what I might say to something.
But actually, I seem to have given you all the wrong impression.

But I will say this, I'm an over possesive freak.
I want MY male friends to stay MY male friends :P
I want MY female friends to keep away from MY male friends.
But they aren't mine.
So, I shouldn't even bother.


Yeh.




Everythings going wrong, and the worlds getting further and further away.
I'm not actually speaking to who you may think here, but
I can't wait to get away from you twats :P

Tbh, a lifetime of solitude, tempting.



I want to stop right here, yet carry on.



I am in no way emo, but do you ever think, well, i don't wanna be an adult, and I don't wanna stay here? Best thing would be to die.
HAhah
I'm not saying I WANT to die. Just everything seems a bit futile when you think it all is going to end anyway.

Yeh I'm a waster.

I should go smoke weed in a park and drink alcohomol. Get off my face, fail at school, and not know whats real and whats not.


get over myself you may say?
YOU CAN PROBABLY TALK.

Tbh, we're all hypocrits. :)
It is what makes life.


Fucks sake. Schools supposed to be the best days of your life.
Well someone just shat all over that statement?
dhauy7eoiLGEFHDSIUW;Ojkhk a

I feel like a silly pathetic ambitious mess.

Nobody reads my blogs anyway, so nobody will care.
Nobody would anyways.
:)

Ok, Good stuff =
*Jazz and Mee are looking at joining Hockey Team, Rowing Team and Dancey Danceeo.
Good times are ahead :')
*James Bolton's my Bruvva from anuvva muvva. You guys don't seem to like him but he's really nice honest :D
*Year 11, I'm behind on stuff atm, but once thats out the way, I'm gunna tryyy to get ahead. I hope.
*Uhhm. I'm not failing at anything in particular. :) B's and A's. Huzzah.
*Allowed to do snowboarding
* Allowed to go Freeze.
* Saving up for V-Festival with Chalkersss and whoever he invitees. :D
* Yay I made a few friends, well, realised that they were my friends.
* Realised, I have a guy fettish. Yehh.. I genuinely wish I had them all to myself.I mean, only the ones I'm friends with :D Hahaah
*Ok, Maybe thats just being jealous? not in a weird way, just cuz i'm a freak.
* I REALLY WANTTO MAKE AN EFFORT WITHALL OF YOU! You know who you are. Y'know that group. You Guys :) I really wish you all liked me enough to accept me in, but y'know you form a little circle which is impossible to get into, and the moment I do,you all walk away.
Don't deny it.. ahah
Honest to god i'm sorry for being mean or bitchy or whatever, but was just going through a phase. We've all had fucked up lives (some of us anyways to an extent), but if I explained mine, I think you might all be a bit more uhh.. sympathetic to why i'm such a cunt.


Bad Stuff =
*Stalkers. I mean like totally get a life.
* People doing really well in GCSES making others feel bad about those.
* Not being able to really talk to newfoundfriends.
* Temptation. :S
* Cold mornings where you don't wanna wake up :D
* Being a bitch to people you care about...
* Not being 100% Honest with everyone...
* Blanking :(
* Ppeople who you thought were your friends, but change their mood and attitute towards you quickly.
* School in general.


Uh there'smore bad stuff, but i've totally run out of finger engery.
SOUNDS WRONG>

Rephrase: Cba to type anymore..

Ahah
Mydayyzz I need to make better friends with some people :)
i shan't list you, as people reading who are on my 'list' should know or not i s'pose.

It's hard though.. :(

Hmm
HMMM



OMG YEH>
EVERYONE. ICE SKATING NEXT SATURDAY PLZ.
I MEAN EVERYONE :)
YOU ALL GO OUT TO TOWN AND EVEN IF I'M INVITED, I'M ALWAYS BUSY. AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANNA TALK TO ME, IF YOU INVITE WHO YOU LIKE, AS IN ANYONE, YOU CAN JUST SKATE OFF WITH THEM.
PLZPLZPLZPLZPLZ
PLZ.
:)
HAPPYFACE.


LOVE YALL.
PLUS, UHhh...
someone needs a crazy party soon. :P

love. x

:(

Was looking through facebook pages of people from my old schools.
In a non-creepy way
just to see what they're doing with their lives.


I wish I was one of those people, people would think about, like, Oh I remember her, she was nice. Awh She's pretty now

nope.

I'm cursed.
I'm an akward, issued, weird, uglyo, bumhole of a girl.

Just once, I wish I was pretty & popular. BUT, it's never been & it never will.




End of.

Everyones so happy :)

I'm not going to do my usual preach, cuz nobody would listen anyway?
Hmm
Do I join you lovely miserable people, or shall I write a ridiculously happy post :D
Ah
I could do both! AND I SHALL.#

Happy:
I love owls. I have an army of them, we're the people who stay up too late on facebook cuz we have no life.
O.W.L. O.Want.Life? I don't know. Wasn't quick enough
I SHALL THINKOF SOMETHING.
Stop saying shall.
Ahah where is Sarah? Aw I miss him. Simply, how can nobody not love Sarah. Beautiful woman.
I, had a pizza last night. Yum. I'm such a secret fatty (or not depending on your opinion on whats fat or not.. I could be obese to you guys)
Countdown is dull. I've said it before and I'll say it again, Pimp Countdown!
Force Pimps and Hoe's and Librairians to get the right amount of points or they have to do a forfeit.
Pimp: I'll have a vowel, another, another, ook, a constitinatent(?), another, another (etc etc)
Hoe: ok, 30 seconds on the clock!
*countdown music*
Pimp1: I've got.. 6.
Pimp2: I've got 5...

Host: Oooh 5 go first.
Pimp2: Horse
Host: 6?
Pimp1: soarhs.
Host: Oooh thatsnot a word. Please proceed to the thunder round!
*pimp1 walks to a small stage thingy*
Theen t stay in the game, he has to like, jump through a firehoop whislt eating squid and reciting the alphabet.
get in.



N64!
Metal Gear Solid.
I love xBoxs. I'm a girl :D
I'm shit an xbox.
I still loveit. ahhh
POKEMON> I'm on the frikken eleite four, but HOW my pokemon are way below the level they should be on. Daymm

NOT SO HAPPY:

Lot's of things don't make sense, and doubt is a terrible thing.

I am doubting my intellect,

Doubting my body clock (Nocturnal you see)

Doubting my relationship (Which face it, You all still can't quite understand why I'm in it? C'mon admit it.)

Doubting my postioning in the world. Broom I hate it, I would have liked to have gone to Ellens BBQ, BUt noooo parents are out so there isn't any way to get home.

Doubt! I am so in doubt

And I feel really bad for no real reason.

Wow, I hate being depressed.

OWL POWER!

Awh, Sarah would cheer me up :P paha

omg, right, i know, nobody actually does like me

i'm just more of an aqquaintence than a friend :P

Sorry for being a moody weirdo

Chyaah.

LOL that's funnny

He goes to steal the truffle, and he just goes: CHYAH! and takes it :')

awh man.

Pizzuuu, zuu.
I still wish I was one of those girls, who are just ridiculous, but has out of school friends, where she goes and be's herself.

It's hard.

I just want to act like a complete andutter fool :D

I'd like to run through fountains, sing songs in public, and have picnicks in parks, and steal my mates bike in town, and laugh lots.

Wheres the laughter?

#

And message to a dick:

Who.gives.a.fuck.

Also, I'm not a slut you ridiculous asswipe.

Being Honest

Gets you nowhere.
Trust.

Ignorance is bliss.

Today, if you say one honest opinion you get just a big barrage of hate.
I'm sick of it.


Being a compulsive liar as it is, honesty just ..

Fuck it.

I'll tell people what they want to hear, not what I think.

If I'm being HONEST. I hate the world.

Not in an emo like way. I don't want to kill myself or anyone.
But our system is shit, our morals are down the shithole, teenagers, I sort of want to kill.

Is everyone that ignorant to the world that they can't see whats going on? :(


For the love of god. I'm not preaching. I'm not.. uh. Doing other stuff, I'm simply saying.
Nobody is exactly gunna understand


I just think it's sick.
Why.... is nobody normal?

Take BMS For instance, there's gotta be SOMETHING 'wrong' with everyone, nobody is just normal.
Normal. Average. They don't have issues or an extreme dose of hypochonrida.


What can I do though?
I'm not exactly gifted enough with words or confident enough to spread the love when I'm older.
I'm not going to change the world.
And I'm in noway saying I'm better than any of you


But can't you just open your eyes and learn to enjoy life.
No you aren't special.
No you don't have serious issues.
if you do, get the fuck overit yah?



:)


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These are times when I wish I was a filthy scene kid who didn't care and just had fun shouting and getting waaaayystted.


Fuckyeh. n00bz.


Love for the nice ones :D xx

(Sorry if I seemed a bit weird, I've just had enough of getting mulled over. I still like everyone :D )
xxxxxxxxxxxx Apologies and love.

I wish

Jazz & Matt were here. :'(

This is terrible.
I hate me.
I'm an awful awful person.


Can only see this going really wrong.
It'll never be the same again if it does go 'ok'
Fuck.




No drink ever for me again -_-
Wkds only.
You ccan't get drunk on them like.
Fuck, I shouldn't even be joking



FUCKS SAKE>
IM GOING TO BE ALL MOANY AND ANGRY CUZ NOBODY READS MY BLOG ANYWAY OR PARTICULARLY CARES THAT SOMETHING REAL IMPORTANT TO ME IS ON A VERY THIN LINE.

GUNNA TALK IN CAPITALS CUZ I'M SO FUCKING COOL.
FUCK OFF YOU LOSERS.
NO. DON'T
LOVEYOU.



I hate guilt.
I mean, what do I say to make things better?
I won't give up no matter how long it takes.



Fuck. Both of you, get the fuck back in England right now!
jeezzz.

I'm a big slag.

Yup.
A whore.

To be fair, I was well drunk. Mmmhm
Maybe the vodka with Willium wasn't a greaaat idea. We drunk too much. Pah.

I don't remember anything past 10 o'clock.

Not even kidding.



Sigh, I guess it was a good shindig to an extent....

Well done Chalkley.

I had a nice day today, out with the lads. I love Chalkey and Yingo :)
Not as good as friends with Alex as maybe Jazz is, but still he's a nice guy :)


hmm.
Underage was awesome.
Got so battered :D

hm. Rain again. The earth sounded like it broke today.

Sigh.

I have alot on my mind but I can't seem to put it down.

I'm feeling, a bit lonely, a bit put out again, uhm. Alot of things I guess.


Me and my heart we got isssues, I just don't know if I should hate you or miss you.

Stolen.

should be doing work yaah
---------------LAST PERSON WHO--------------
.x. Slept in your bed: Me?
.x. Saw you cry: Random guys at Underage
.x. Made you cry: Err... Angry boys at underage
.x. You shared a drink with: Alex Day :)
.x. You went to the movies: Matt, Yonks ago.
.x. You went to the mall with: Mallll. Myself.
.x. Yelled at you: Er, Nobody
.x. Sent you an email: Dunno, Kongregate.
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------.
.x. Have you ever liked someone who hadn't like you?: Uhm, not since... Year 7.
.x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? Probaby did at the time
.x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: No.
.x. Been to California: :( no.
.x. Been to Hawaii: No :(
.x. Been to Mexico: No :(
.x. Been to China: No - want to though :(
.x. Been to Canada: No :( really want to go.
.x. Danced naked: Lol no
.x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? Nah
.x. Do you have a crush on someone: Is it a crush now?
.x. What book are you reading now: Lord of teh Ringz
.x. Worst feeling in the world: That distant feeling..it's nasty.
.x. Future son's name: Dunno..
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Lol sorta :P Had it since I was a wee lass
.x. What's under your bed: Barack Obama
.x. Favorite sport to watch: Winter Olympics, Skiiing/snowboarding, FMX
.x. Siblings: 3 Half Sisters and 1 Step Brother. He sucks though. I want a real brotherr my age.
.x. Location: Here.
.x. College plans: Don't know just yet.
.x. Had a boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend
------------------------EXTRA STUFF----------------------.
.x. Do you do drugs: Nope
.x. Do you drink: Only when the oppertunity arises. Friday. YEsss
.x. What are you most scared of: I don't know..
.x. Where do you want to get married: No idea.. Probably would fuck it up. I'd cheat prbly
.x. Who do you really hate: Nobody
.x. Been in Love: You always think so at the time..but not looking back.
.x. Do you drive: No
.x. Do you have a job: Not yet.
.x. Do you like being around people: Depends.
----------------------------STUFF---------------------
.x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yeh :(
.x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? I used to think so, but not sure.
.x. Want someone you don't have right now: Sorta. I have them I gues, they just aren't here.
.x. Are you lonely right now: Yaa
.x. Song thats sticks in your head a lot: Right now, I like what you say - Nada Surf
.x. Do you want to get married: Meh.
.x. Do you want kids: Depends on how my life and job pans out
----------------FAVORITE---------------------
.x. Room in house: dunno
.x. Music: Most things
.x. Band(s): Mainly male people.
.x. Perfume or cologne?: perfume
.x. Month: Dunno
.x. Stone: Ruby or Emerald or Sapphiiire or stuff
--------------IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU---------------
.x. Cried: Yuhp. Twicce
.x. Bought something: Yes
.x. Gotten sick: Not really
.x. Sang: Constantly
.x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Sigh. Funny story. (not)
.x. Met someone new: Nah
.x. Missed someone: Yeh :'(
.x. Hugged someone: Yeh
.x. Kissed someone: Ha, I'd be lucky.
----------- I N F O R M A T I O N ------------
Name: Dani Hutchinson
Status: Taken... But for how much longer?
Sex: Yes Please :D
Birthday: 3rd June
Sign: gemini
Hair color: Brunette
Eye color: brown
Height: Small.
----------- F A S H I O N S T U F F --------------
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: topshop RI orr forgot.
Favorite designer? A few.
What is your sexiest outfit? Pah.
What is your most comfortable outfit? Trackies + hoodie :D
What do you usually wear? shorts and stuff
-------------- S P E C I F I C S -------------------
What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essesneses
What are you listening to right now: tv.
Who is the last person that called you? SOme randomer
How many buddies are online right now?: 10
------------- F A V O R I T E S -----------------
Foods: A few..
Girls name: Not sure.
Boys names: Dunno.
Subjects in school: Dunno.
Animals: Otter.Wolf. Swallow
---------------- H A V E Y O U E V E R -------------
Given anyone a bath? No
Smoked? Nope.
Bungee jumped? No.
Made yourself throw up?: not purposefully
Ever been in love? I don'tknow..
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Yeh
Cried when someone died? DUnno
Done something you regret? Yes.
------------- Fave ---------------------
Music: Dunno
Smell: hmm as the previous post said, qf, man :P
Desktop picture: dunooo.. some stuff
DVD : Dunnoo
--------------- A R E Y O U ---------------------
Understanding: try my best to be.
Open-minded:not really
Arrogant: Sometimes
Insecure: Quite
Random: can be.
Hungry: yah
Smart: meh
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: not really
Shy: yup
Difficult: when i want to be.
Bored easily: yup
Obsessed: Obsessive is the word
Angry: not really
Sad: a little
Happy: meh
Hyper: Nope.
Trusting: Can be.
--------- W H O D O Y O U W A N N A --------
Kill?: Nobody
Slap?: Hmm
Get really wasted with?: Sarah and the Ladddz on friday (Y)
Sex it up with: My big decision.
------------------ R A N D O M ---------------------
In the morning Im: in bed
All you need is: hugs :)
Love is: a terrible vortex of complexity
I dream about: all sorts
Playing with: typing??
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: HAir, nose, eyess
--------- W H I C H I S B E T T E R ---------------
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Candy
Tall or short: tall =)
--------------- W H O ---------------
Makes you laugh the most: Dunno.
Makes you smile: Jazz, Jess, Matt, Chalkey, Dayy, Alex Young a long list of people really
-------------- D O Y O U E V E R -----------------
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: lol I have done.not anymore
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes.... just for a day
Wish you were younger: Sometimes.
Cried because someone said something to you? Yes.
----------------- N U M B E R --------------
Of times I have had my heart broken: None..
Of CD's I own: a few.
Of scars on my body: Dunno

Bad Thoughts About Good Things.

Hm.

We're very very different. I just, put a mask on my differentness to become the same.
Nevermind.

Ever wandered in the American movies, how the kids just go out at any time of night or day? Aha


Sigh.
I wish nighttime wasn't so seperate.
I mean, it hits about 6 and everyone goes home.
Why can't the shops be open, lights be on, and it be like an ordinary day... just darker.
Ooh I wish there was somewhere like.. a Jazz club/open cafe/danceplace also
:)
I'm too old for myself sometimes.


It would be easier to start school again if it was a clean slate. Like, our work wasn't carried over.
We started new projects. :(



so.. depressed.
Ouf.


Bring on sunday.

LONDON, PREPARE YOURSELF FOR A SMALL WHALE IN SHORTSHORTS :P

I don't look that bad, but I'm far from an ideal figure :P Oh well
I like food.
What can I say? :D x

Get the gun.

Shoot my lameness out of me.

I'm wrapped around yourr little finger.
I'm one of you guys now.
HUZZZAHHH. Oh well

Only a few days. Sorta.



Hungry as..
If I eat too many toasties.....d'ya think I'll become one?
I do.


Then people would eat me. Cuz whilst I ain't tasty, toasties sure are.



:D

aw poor Will. Tryna plan plan plan, nobody will help him plan.
I tried.
:(

You're all too loudd.
SHUTUP.

Why;s it so quiet?
oh yeh, you all have lives :P



Shhh. I hear nothing..
I love how, the sound of night is different to the sound of day..
Nighttime, when it's dark, or getting dark, has a new smell, a new feel, a new light, a new sound.
Morning, when it's sunny, seems loud.

I can listen to my music on level 1, in bed at night. It's all still, and cool (temp wise)
but when I wake up in the morning, the music is harder to hear.
You can't distinguish when a car goes past, cuz it's more noisey.

Maybe that's just me...

I love the stars...

Maybe i'll do a nighttime blog tommorow. :) hmm yes I shall.

Oh yeh guyzz. Haii Ghuyz.
expekt some blogz yeh cuz i'm bare bored.


Cambridge shopping on wednezdai.



Find some festival clothez.

WELLIES.
I need to check the wevver.


:D to the weather machineee!
Joooooooom!!!! x

They say if you aint lonely alone, then there is something wrong.

They also say, only boring people get bored.
That isn't true.
Well, it is to an extent.
But if you are away from all your friends, you lost your phone, you've played all your games, and everyones away and stuff
there is only a limited amount of things you can do.

Watch stuff. oh wow thats motivationalll :D paha



ALSO, this may seem odd
but I was having a 'lovely' chat with some male friendos
when I realised, I know nothing about guys to an extent.

In those PSHE lessons, why'd they only teach you about, Safe sex, drugs and alcohol.
WE KNOW TO USE A CONDOM
WE KNOW DRUGS ARE BAD
WE KNOW ALCOHOL SHOULD BE ENJOYED IN MODERATION
WE DO NOT QUITE KNOW WHAT WE WANT TO DO WHEN WE GROW UP THANKS.

SO stop telling us?
Teach us about things we actually need!


ffs.


That just pissed me off a little.


Aha....

Nevermind. Maybe I'm just too inquisitive.
Sigh.

Hmm. So next two weeksss

Will be waste.

Gonna do some hardcore courseworktings.

or try to anyway...
Hmmm.. I'm an idiot. I reallly am.

Aaha. Only cuz I worry.
Nvm



Tabootaboootabooo.
I had a weird dream.
If you don't ask, I won't lie
Hm.




pzuuuuzuuuuuuuu!


Nevermind. Hmm
SO bored. Maybeee I'm just a boring person. Just maaaybe.



ahah. I really need to do some work and tidy up












Misss youuuuu xx

The Great British Summer.

Looks something like this.

Before the summer holidays we had scorching weather. 26 Degrees.

Now, it's melted into this much.

I kinda like it.

Y'know, thunder, lightning, rain, wind, cold, grey.

But, festival soon and stuff.

Defeats the point of buying summer clothes really..

So here's a toast to the British Summers. 15 degrees and over, we think it's hot. But then this comes.

Almost makes me proud to be a quarter English. :D x

Honesty,

as much as I love her, I felt slightly sickened at how much she missed Jack when he went away for a week or so.

But, I take that back.
He hasn't even gone and I miss him! ahahaha


(Is going away soon)


Anyway...

I have so much work to do, can't get M-O-T-I-V-A-T-E-D.

Puajjjahhhhhhhhhhhhh!


Love.
this is ridiculous.


Got alot to say
But will do it laterrrrrrrr


keep writing guys! I miss your blogs!
X

I'd rather dance than talk with you..

So why don't we just moe into the other room?
There's space for us to shake, and hey, I like this tune.

Even if I could hear what you said,
I doubt my reply would be intresting for you to hear...
Because I haven't read a single book all year
And the only film I saw, I didn't like it all.

I'd rather dance with you than talk with you.

The music's too loud and the noise from the crowd
Increases the chance of misinterpretation
So let your hips do the talking
I'll make you laugh by acting like the guy who sings
And you'll make me smile by really getting into the swing
Getting into the swing, Getting into the swing!

I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you.


Choon.

I'm dancing around whilst cleaning up! It's awesome


Brilliant mood...

Though I've done nothing all day. Oh well, I'd have a more intellegant input but I dunno what to say really


Bummed on work though...
Gonna get DT out the way, and go on wii fit.
Nobody cares... I'll write a more intellegant blog later in the evening :D


Meanwhile, Have fun.x

:D <3

''You are one of the most beautiful people I've met.''



:D
That's a new one. x

Fucks sake.

I was just reading through peoples blogs..

For christs sake.

Get over yourself people.
The world isn't that bad. It isn't out to get you. You've got a life. You fit in. You've all got friends. So just deal with it.
Things aren't even that bad. Why over dramatise things huh?


I guess it just goes to show how everyone in private school really fits the stereotype really.
In their own little bubble.


Anyway.
I had a nice time yesterday :)
Mostly. I mean, my shoulders killed, I looked really quite terrible (as woke up late) aha, and it rained.
But it was nice :)



OK, bloggers kinda annoyed me here today
but It's great to see people haven't got rid of it just cuz 'the novelty' was worn off.
Since when was self-expression a novelty?
Ah man.


Also,

Jazz. You made it so akward ;) ahha lime you x

I made a new blog

As, after the recent computer crash, I forgot the details to my prior blog, and am now trying to keep everything to this email address, and my msn address.

I have about 30 odd email addies...


Aha.

Anyway, this is just to let you know, bit of a lame first blog, but hey ho.

x